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hmmm... i thiink im gonna start using xanga again... nobody except my big sis comes on here anymore... sooooo.. i can write wat ever the hell i wanna right now... lol... fudge life is so shitty right now... < shirley i wanna come NY and just stay there! > nah jk i dont think id survive up there... its to crazy... there so much crap going on right now... my whole family is screwed... dad is to busy screwing his g/f... mom is just crying her life away... and then there bro thats just doing whatever the hell wants to... then sis that practically lives with her friend... and theres meeh... living day by day for no reason... just going to work going home.. see my friends... go on car cruses... fixing my car... for what i do these things... they make me happi? temporairily happi... the onlee true times i was really happi is when i had someone to hold... sigh.. im not even going to get into that sub\ject cause im tired of it... seriously im at the point where if someone comes up to me and be like fucking kill yourself then and gave me a gun or knoife or whatever i probably would... seriously! im not going to do it cause i want to... but if someone tells me too i would... my self esttem is so low its not even funnie... i mean i dont show it... but i know i am... ive been like this for so long i can kinda hide it to the point where no one would expect me to be suicidal... im not technically suicidal but yea... i just wanna meet a older girl and just settle down already... as long she loves meeh and shes a nice person and all then its all good... im running out of reasons to survive already... i dont believe i actually wrote all this shit... well yea... its not like alot of people are going to read it anyways... probably onlee one person... and i love this person! hahaha... love u shirlz! < i want to see u before i do anything stupid! plz! shit im at work typiong this ... im crying... i need to go hide somewhere... ill write more later... bui

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hey yall that dont come to my page lol... well hmmm... hehe...

Meggie: Hey sweetie!!! muah... Wow its been 8 months! pretty soon going be 9 months and then a YEAR! woo hoo lol... its been a really good relationship yea! hehe... alot of people in my classes say we look really happie together and i know we are hehe... muah... hehe

my weekend: hehe... well my weekend started on thursday lol... went cruising with justin and slept over his house all the way till sunday lol... and we did so much from then... we went beach, crusing, fun factory, movies, play hide and seek in pearl city, ala moana, likelike drive inn, uhhh... all over the damn place lol... hmm... scion, toyota city, lol... some dumass sales man dont know shit wat his talking bout that was fricking funnie lol... we were like u can get the bov on the impreza as a factory option and he was like, o00o0o the thing that go pssshh for the turbo... we were like yea the thing that go pssshh.. he thought he was blending in with us lol... yea right!!! that guy was frigging funnie! lol.. well thanks justin, celestee, brenan, dad toyofuku, randi, kyle, chelsea, kevin, megan, gilbert, jason. ended up cruising with all those guys lol... well i guess i should be done till later... aite peace yall.. bui

     _mikee

 haha... just made that up... was a from a comment from a friends page that i wrote lol... she had a song and a quote on her page... so i thought would only be fitting to write something li dat... haha... im weird... haha... love ya babee...

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